Saturday, December 10, 2011

Week 2...again.

     I'm feeling energized again today. I'm just holding out for Nina to take a nap and I'm going to start week 2 of the C25K. I'm really struggling with... emotions? I don't know. I feel happy, then sad, then angry just feel like I am losing my mind. I'm trying really hard to keep myself positive and not to sweat the small stuff but one minute I'm so happy and the next I'm just annoyed and cheesed off for no reason. I'll probably feel better after my run. I hope so anyways. I find that my whole day revolves around food. I'm either eating, thinking of eating, thinking about what I am going to eat or thinking about what I want to eat. I really need some kind of hobby or something, a way to distract myself because it's becoming really overwhelming and pretty obsessive. I'm probably just going stir-crazy from always being stuck inside the house. There's not really much for us to do lately it's so windy, even though it's been pretty nice.

     That reminds me I have to go see if i can reprogram my HRM for my new weight so my calories are more on track.


  1. I went out for dinner with a friend tonight and I caught myself being rather annoying. As I looked at the menu and chatted with her, all I could talk about was calories! Yikes!

    My life has started to revolve around this too. :(

    I hope you feel better soon! WTG for continuing c25k!

  2. Im the same way as you and Katy. Luckily Most people I go out with /talk to are also into the healthier lifestyle now lol (you and Rob mainly lol)

    Im also a train wreck emotionally, I blame pms though... my cycle is all out of whack for some reason, Im trying to control my emotions but holy fuck.

    Good luck on week 2!